Saying goodbye nearly tore my heart out...I feel like part of me was stripped away! One of the better parts I might add. I am so proud of Jacque for being willing to serve God this way. I just never expected it to hurt so bad! I go to call her but I can't...I dream about her but I can't touch her....Mostly I just break out in tears in random places, at random times...sob, sob. I'm not even kidding. It's got to get better. :)